I arrive early,
eager to get my turn.
One judge.
A whole crowd.
Everyone waits for my smile.
Look good.
Remember your lines.
Follow the leader.
Perform your routine.
No crying allowed.
I get on stage in silence,
ready to give it a go.
The crowd swells.
The judge points at me.
My brain is too loud.
I open my mouth.
When I scream
nothing comes out.