V of Swords


Two forces set to clash.
One side's ready to smash.
One side's treated like trash.

This fight's not fair;
The force's a Trojan horse.
The conflict's a trick—
and I feel sick.

Some challenges are worth facing;
there's value in the heart racing.
Sometimes it's sensical,
sometimes tragical—
sometimes it's even magical.

But, sometimes walking away
from terror, from abuse,
from downright dismay
is the only choice you really have.

To save yourself is what you need.
Anything else keeps you caged,
keeps you unfreed.

Take my candy.
Take my un-needs.
Take what I no longer seek.

I will not hide.
I am not weak.

In your wickedness, your vindictiveness,
your indifference and unkindness,
lies the real sadness—
the madness, the blindness.

You chase your rancor,
trying to kill the parts you hate.
I'm a mirror for your anger,
but this time
I'm not going to break.

Eight years of bad luck
and you never gave a fuck.

Go pick up the pieces of you—
that have splattered,
that shattered,
that no longer matter
to me.
Do they even matter to you?

Just let me pass.
Let me go through.
This fight is over,
like we both already knew.





Keywords & Card Content

To win against a bully, sometimes you don’t enter the competition at all. You cross the street. You take another route. You recognize that the conflict was never really about you. Some battles are too expensive, especially if the end result is emotional and mental bankruptcy. With dysfunctional family systems, disengagement can be the safest form of self-respect. Cutting off contact makes more sense then continuously cutting off little pieces of yourself. With toxic and or unsafe people, you must protect yourself by removing the supply—because supply is all they want. It’s the same game. Different players.

So stop playing.

This card can also point inward—to a looping inner conflict that never rests. In that case, walking away isn’t avoidance; it’s discernment. Fight through the trigger to make it stop.