VI of Swords Spell

My ears are open and my eyes are bright.
I'm kinda hoping there's some light.
I come from darkness
and from shadows.
The past path, paved 
with lies and secrets,
brought out my weakness.
It cut my feet with its bleakness.
Now, my soul I shall save.

I'm hitting the road
Trying to find a different abode.
I'm ringing in a new role.
I'm out of control!
In fact, I'm the star! 
I'm busting out of my bell jar.
I've smashed and crashed out of it. 
The loudness of my freedom 
couldn't be contained in it.
I'm not your misfit! 
You're the ill fit.

Now, I'm flying away.
Into the color and out of the gray.

Carry me from all I remember 
but not so far that I forget.
Lift me with forgiveness
and forgive this wrath and regret.
I pack my bindle 
but it's not a burden-- 
My past is an asset.
The dark inside me 
stayed with the warden.

My troubles, 
they bubble...
My cunctation in this narration
has caused them agitation.
But, they elevate me to a higher vibration.
I'm fetching for friendship and pure elation.

I'm ready to travel beyond my backyard.
I'm ready to fire my heart's guard.
This rocky road has really hurt.
My legs are aching and my brain is burnt.

The path ahead seems safer, more still.
I'm aware there will be plenty of hills
in the future, yet right now it's still.
But the newness, 
the trueness,
gives me chills.
And, I'll be able to choose my thrills.

I've got love in my heart
and gratitude for all I see.
I'm going to make a new start...
full of infinite possibility.