VIII of Swords Spell

I know why the caged bird swings.
It's got no feathers.
It has no wings.
But its heart still wants to fly
up high,
among the clouds, among soft things.

I know why the caged bird sings.
Wrought iron bars can’t cage in dreams.
A voice still shimmers with glints and gleams
even if the songs are dirges and requiems.

The swords have spoken...
In the inside and the outside, I'm broken.
In the mind the problems are pointy
but outside they're larger and might destroy me.

So, still here, I'll be swinging.
My forlorn melody I'll be singing.
My voice will be ringing.
And my soul will be stinging.
Pity, party of one, I'll be bringing.

For I think I'm trapped;
My childhood's kidnapped.
There's no way out of this
room of pendulums and pits...
I'm restricted in this prison,
I'm the abused, I'm the victim.

But, if only I’d stop to look around
instead of weighing my own self down,
I'd see eyes surround
me, waiting for me to agree:
The door is wide open.
I'm already free.